well, lawrence went to japan on the 13th. which i wasnt too happy about, because he's staying with his net freind, Nao, who he's known for over 2 years.... anyhoo,
he's back on the 30th.

he emails most days, and we've talked on msn. now i dont know what the Hell to think!
he sent me an email saying how much he misses me rah rah rah, and also that sometimes him and Nao Hold hands!!?! and also, he hopes i dont mind!!!! o.0!?!?!?

what the Crap am i supposed to make of that!?
 - oh Yeah, i dont mind at all! you go ahead and hold hands with someone else in public!
Rah Rah Rah!!

i lost sleep over it, and cried and even started comparing myself to nao!! i feel Stupid!

today i talked to him on msn. and he thought it was funny when i mentioned it, and he didnt realise how upset it would make me! >:

now i dont know what to think of anything he tells me :'(

and i dont know what to do >.<

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