well, lawrence went to japan on the 13th. which i wasnt too happy about, because he's staying with his net freind, Nao, who he's known for over 2 years.... anyhoo,
he's back on the 30th.

he emails most days, and we've talked on msn. now i dont know what the Hell to think!
he sent me an email saying how much he misses me rah rah rah, and also that sometimes him and Nao Hold hands!!?! and also, he hopes i dont mind!!!! o.0!?!?!?

what the Crap am i supposed to make of that!?
 - oh Yeah, i dont mind at all! you go ahead and hold hands with someone else in public!
Rah Rah Rah!!

i lost sleep over it, and cried and even started comparing myself to nao!! i feel Stupid!

today i talked to him on msn. and he thought it was funny when i mentioned it, and he didnt realise how upset it would make me! >:

now i dont know what to think of anything he tells me :'(

and i dont know what to do >.<

some of my friends from college said they were going to go on holiday to greece in july - they hadnt booked anything yet - jasmine invited me too.

yesterday i asked nick about it and he said "oh, well actually, last friday we found this one day deal thing, and had to book it That day, but none of us had your number so we couldnt book you a place" ......

i dont call that a valid excuse! both jasmine and hector have my number!

now i feel really rejected and unwanted!

also, i text jasmine saying: if you do want me to go too, get nick to text me back with details

but no one has text me back....

i dont know why i bother

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Karina
Birthday:	27 june
Birthplace:	southend
Current Location:	southend
Eye Color:	blue
Hair Color:	pink ^.^
Height:	o.0
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	.....o.0 whatever
The Shoes You Wore Today:	black converse boots
Your Weakness:	i dont think im weak, but sometimes i care too much..
Your Fears:	being alone in the dark/spiders
Your Perfect Pizza:	pizzahut italian ham and mushroom
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get my college work in on time!! heh
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Rah Rah Rah!!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"....but im comfortable!"
Your Best Physical Feature:	ummm.....apparantly my eyes, and maybe hair.
Your Bedtime:	early morning
Your Most Missed Memory:	i cant remember! lol!
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	burger king - Fractionally healthier o.0
Single or Group Dates:	group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	......0.o
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate, obviously!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	none!
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	i Try not to...
Do you Sing:	yup ^.^
Do you Shower Daily:	i dont have time to "shower daily" i have a life!
Have you Been in Love:	yesh
Do you want to go to College:	i am at college
Do you want to get Married:	when im much older
Do you belive in yourself:	most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:	i used to
Do you think you are Attractive:	meh.....
Are you a Health Freak:	haha!
Do you get along with your Parents:	reasonably
Do you like Thunderstorms:	when im spectating..
Do you play an Instrument:	im learing guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	damn straight!
In the past month have you Smoked:	hell no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	hell no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yup
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	no, i went to a shopping centre ^.^
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no, ive sort of gone off them
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	i dont eat any sea-food!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yup
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	never
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	thats a stupid question
Ever been called a Tease:	sort of. my freind why flirts like hell called me a flirt!!
Ever been Beaten up:	ive been paintballing, i looked like id been beaten up!
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	with not too much pain if i can help it
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	in a band i hope
What country would you most like to Visit:	new zealand
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	brown/green
Favourite Hair Color:	black or wierd colours ^.^
Short or Long Hair:	longish
Height:	tall? o.0
Weight:	meh
Best Clothing Style:	sort of grungy/emo
Number of Drugs I have taken:	i can count the number of missing ibuprophin if you like!? o.0
Number of CDs I own:	you want me to Count All my CD's Now?! 0.o
Number of Piercings:	ears(2) lol
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	lots, but 1 Main one!
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

ive spent this week living with lawrence, as his house is free for two weeks! ^.^ everyone has gone to America and left him.

i like living with lawrence.

his hair is now a dark turqoise! haha. Nadia and law dyed mine a nice bright pink, but its faded now, and it looks crap.

i went to college on thursday, and found out they had moved Regi Fest to That day and friday!!!!!!!! o.0 so i was singing on friday. which was a little scary at the time, but it was pretty good! ^.^

i think the festival continues next week too, then i'll singing with pete. rah rah rah.

 - I love lawrence ^.^

 

me, law and law's dad are going to the cinema soon to see The Interpreter. not sure what thats going to be like. well, we should go soon, but law's dad and my parents seem to be deeply in conversation at the moment o.0 and knowing how much my mum talks, we may not be leaving in time!! heh!

hello. sorry i havent posted anything for so long!! i will Try and updte this...o.0

things im happy about:

1) Nadia is really happy lately. ^.^ and

2) at college, im going to be singing with my friend Pete at the Regional festival, as well as with Shirin!

i know, it makes me look a bit popular, but im not really! im just happy that im going to be singing with someone who can stay in tune! lol

rahrahrah.

My life isnt that interesting. read another blog.

me and law went to London on Saturday, to meet some of my college friends.

it was a bit boring at first, as there was no real plan until about 5:00, and we had got to stratford at 2:00!!! lol but then we were told to go to tottenham crt, where four of us went to a goth bar called Ben Crouches Tavern. It was very cool there - most people were in fancy dress and they had creepy sound effects playing in the toilets! lol

we stayed there for a while; Debbie bought us all lemonade, and shared with us her own cheap bottle of whiskey!! 0_o what i didnt get, is that debbie is 31, but she was the first to get drunk after about 3 sips!! lol

anyhoo, after we got a bit drunk there, we were told to find Old Compton Street. when we were there, we found a wine shop/off liscence where we bought lots of cheap drink and waited for everyone else. - all this took a long time, so the four of us were pretty pissed by the time people found us.

then we went to another pub and had more drink.

eventually James made a decision to a bar near where he lived, which involved underground trains, so me and law decided it would be reasonably sensible to go home at this point.

Ive decided i like london at night, and especially when im drunk!

 

now quite agrivated!! ....

my mum decided to defragment to comp, and now ive lost ALL my pics, And, it got rid of media player, so i had to install it again, it refuses to recognise my music files, so im going to have to copy my cds all over again!!!!!! aaaaaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

today hasnt been the most interesting day, basic sunday routine

 - go to church - buy chocolate and paper on way home - do random stuff like listen to music while waiting for my mother to cook dinner as im Starving because i didnt have breakfast!

 

but anyway.   its half term and im happy! although in one way im not, because i enjoy college.

then again, my college friends have decided we are all going to meet up in the half term, in london, to go the pub or something!

but i dont know when yet. i hope its soonish.

Yo!

life is fantastic!!

college is Fantastic,

Lawrence is amazing!

at college, me and Shirrin were rehearsing some songs for our demo CD. Which will be recorded next friday.

i saw ned on saturday, but no pigeons were exploded! lol. we're still planning it though, mwahahahaha!! *Die pigeons, go to hell, you go to hell and you die!*

and southpark Rocks!  

ARGH

I never thought it would be so difficult to keep this updated!! 0_o

 

anyway,

College is Amazing!!   I experienced popularity from the first day for liking The Smiths, Ash and Incubus!!

Me and my new friend Shirin have decided to form a kind of duo, of which we shall call; Paradox!

im also going to have guitar lessons, Its all VERY Groovi!!

last Friday, we had 3 hrs of band practise, where we did a kind of impro thing. ....

the drummer did a simple beat, and the rrest of us did really simple things in the chord of C over it. there was also me another singer doing groovi harmonies!

 

also, it was Jo's birthday recently, and me, ned and Lawrence made her a cake.

it was a chocolate layer cake, with chocolate filling and dark chocolate icing! ! ! !

Ned was desperate to decorate the cake, and wrote in white icing:

'Cuss you Bad Skankus!'

Its fortunate that Jo has a sense of humour, and also knows that ned reads digitiser, otherwise she may have taken the cake and put it somewhere we dont really want to think about!

 

Ned told me that day that if you feed Bicarbonate of soda to pigeons, they eventually explode!!! hahaha, we're going to try it!

i shall update you on that